After a long wait, God has blessed us with Patience.
Patience Louise was born on October 25th 2009, weighing 8lbs 2oz.
After my last post I had been thinking a lot about learning to have more patience. I didn't know how I was going to be able to change my ways, but I knew that I needed to. After meditating on it for days, I started thinking about how this whole pregnancy had been a lesson in patience. From trying to find the heartbeat each week, to attempting to get a 3D picture of this little one, the miscarriage before this pregnancy, to going overdue with this little one, God had been teaching us and everyone in contact with this baby... patience, and we knew he would bless us with patience in the form of this baby.
I knew right then and there we had to change the name we had originally chosen for this baby if it was a girl, and that she was meant to be Patience. This was a few days before we had her, and we knew that meant we were having another little girl.
Since her arrival, life has changed so much. We have our moments, but she has calmed our life in such a strange way. She truly is a blessing in so many ways. She is such a good baby, so calm, such a good sleeper, so patient ;)
We are so in love with the precious gift God has given us, and we hope that she will grow to love God with all her heart, and that she will become the woman that God has meant her to be.
Here is a wonderful email I received a few moments ago. Something we very much needed at this time. Another reminder to push past our feelings, and to be constantly determined to include God in our lives every single day!
When You Don’t Feel Like It, Take Heart By: Jon Bloom
Did you wake up not feeling like reading your Bible and praying? How many times today have you had to battle not feeling like doing things you know would be good for you? While it’s true that this is our in dwelling sin that we must repent of and fight against, there’s more going on. Think about this strange pattern that occurs over and over in just about every area of life: Good food requires discipline to prepare and eat while junk food tends to be the most tasty, addictive, and convenient.Keeping the body healthy and strong requires frequent deliberate discomfort while it only takes constant comfort to go to pot.You have to make yourself pick up that nourishing theological book while watching a movie can feel so inviting.You frequently have to force yourself to get to devotions and prayer while sleeping, reading the sports, and checking Facebook seems effortless.To play beautiful music requires thousands of hours of tedious practice.To excel in sports requires monotonous drills and nauseum.It takes years and years of schooling just to make certain opportunities possible.This goes on and on.
The pattern is this: the greater joys are obtained through struggle and pain, while brief, unsatisfying, and often destructive joys are right at our fingertips.
Why is this? Because, in great mercy, God is showing us everywhere, in things that are just shadows of heavenly things, that there is a great reward for those who struggle through
He is reminding us repeatedly each day to walk by faith and not by sight (2 Corinthians 5:7).
Each struggle is an invitation by God to follow in the footsteps of his Son,“who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God” (Hebrews 12:2).
Those who are spiritually blind only see futility in these things. But for those who have eyes to see, God has woven hope (faith in future grace) right into the futility of creation (Romans 8:20-21).
Each struggle is a pointer saying, “Look! Look to the real Joy set before you!” So when you don’t feel like doing what you know is best for you, take heart and don’t give in. Your Father is pointing you to the reward he has planned for all who endure to the end (Matthew 24:13).
For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient,but the things that are unseen are eternal. (2 Corinthians 4:17-18)